I’ve been known to take on too much. For the last 3 years I’ve had school, often more than one job and somewhat of a life. I’m actually lucky I managed to keep that last part in the equation because that’s usually the first to go for extremely busy people.
Earlier this year I had a full time job, a part time job, another part time job, full time course load at school, was making plans to buy my first place while keeping the place I did have in order. All the while I was dreaming of photography. It’s like everything I was doing was backwards. What I really wanted was just out of my reach and what I actually was doing was driving me crazy. Backwards.
When I quit my part time jobs in the Spring I didn’t care about the money anymore. I just wanted peace. When I wrapped up the semester at the same time I vowed to take the summer off and I did! It was amazing. I got out and did as many photo shoots as possible and that turned into a very wonderful part time adventure that’s getting better and better every day.
I have a hard time saying no. I get overbooked, I get overworked, I get overwhelmed. I get is whole lotta stress from saying yes. I’m sure you can give me an, “I hear ya!” for that. This has been happening lately with the day to day and it’s time to refocus (delicious pun!) and snap (mmm, better!) out of it.
I carved the fat out of my life and I have turned what’s left into more stress than its worth. Do…I…crave…chaos? Who does that anyway? More than one of you just put your hand up, didn’t you?
Let’s see if I can’t take my own advice and start living a less stressful life. Here’s a song that makes me happy so I’m going to turn the volume up…
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